Spotting Signs of Suicide

Me and my best friend both decide to join thepulled the duvet covers over her head and cried
marines at the same time. When we left for theheavily. He pulled the duvet cover off and hugged
military he was happily married to his high schoolher. After a couple weeks she seemed back to her
sweet heart and they were expecting a child soon.normal self. But, once she found out that we would
Although she was not keen on the idea of him joiningbe leaving again only four months after returning for
the military she was still supportive and stood by him.another seven months of waiting for that call she
Going through boot camp was defiantly no cake walkbegan to break down. Then the arguments began.
but it was made a whole lot easier with my bestWhen we reached Iraq he seemed like a completely
friend by my side. I remember seeing him anddifferent person. My kind and gentle friend was gone
thinking how lucky he was whenever he receivednow he tortured the younger marines to a point
another update from his wife. My life was not sobeyond since. One actually took his life in front of us
great by myself I had trouble with my parents andwhich my teasing also played a part in. When the gun
ran away early. He and his family took me in when Ishot ran out everyone ran to the young marine
was only twelve. I had even ended up calling hisexcept my friend who stood their dauntlessly. A
parents mom and dad. That is why to me he wasmonth later he told me that his wife had left him for
more than a friend he was my brother and now heanother man. After that day he was a different man
had become my brother in arms.constantly he would talk about death but since he
During our first tour to Iraq he had his daughter Katy,always said it jokingly I never took him seriously or
a beautiful little girl with eyes as blue as the oceanmaybe I just did not want to believe it.
and a smile that could end all the world's wars. TheOne beautiful day ten days after we made it back
separation was difficult for his wife and she slept intofrom Iraq he called me but I did not answer him.
depression. It became so bad that she had to beThat would be the same day that he would take his
hospitalized for awhile. So she could not be therelife. I did not look out for my friend like I should have.
when we got back. But, his mother was there withNow he is gone and I only have my stories of him
little Katy and they where both very excited to seethe best brother I have ever known. If my stories
us. During our vacation time we went to go visit hishave any meaning I hope it is that they can change
wife she did not look like the same woman Isomeone's life and if you see the signs talk to the
remembered her being. When she san the him sheperson let them see that they are not alone.